my sms to Ruilong 29 Oct 2011 17:57

Ruilong, I can't believe wat is happening to u and us. I don't understand God's plans. I always feel u r more special than the rest of us, and He has use of u after ur studies. I can't accept u r leaving us, and becoming just my memories. I hvn't been praying to God for you becos it has become too painful. Let me know if I can visit u or talk to u ovr phone at least just one more time.